Went to see oncologist after my scans, and he walks into the exam room takes one look at me and says "oh my god you look amazing!" which of course made me feel amazing! He asked how much I've lost and I told him that I've lost 65 pounds so far. He proceeds to tell me my scans are clean (was there ever any doubt?) and we talk about the occipital nerve block, the pain and his brand new 6 week old son. By the end of our visit I'm teary eyed cause he has informed me that it's his last visit with me, he's moving into a research role across town and as of October first he won't see me anymore. So the man I've come to trust so much is leaving me.