Monday, September 8, 2014


I just can't catch a break. I try and I try and I try and yet again something happens. I just keep having health problems... First cancer, and then all the chemo after effects, then occipital neuralgia, then my teeth fall out, my hair thins, my nails start falling off. Then add in thyroid problems and infertility. Then four months ago I'm diagnosed with lupus, and now my right eye is having problems again.... I've been prescribed more meds in the past year then I've ever taken in my whole life. I cant stand this anymore. I'm not sure what I did wrong in life, but it sure as shit feels like I'm being punished for it now...