I'm drowning, and I can't breath anymore, and no matter how hard I try I just keep sinking. And I'm working without all the information and it makes it that much harder because I'm not even sure of anything anymore. Gah! This is too much for me, I don't want to be a grown up anymore, I quit, someone else do it for me, please? Because I'm tired of drowning all the time...

my oncologist is leaving me, after almost 5 years together and now I've gotta see a new one, so not cool. I'm so done with doctors, but I've got so much going on medically that I can't just walk away either. Another crappy situation....