God I'm here asking for help. I'm feeling lost and forgotten by You. Please let Scott get a job soon. I can't take much more of the uncertainty and stress. We've got very little bit of incoming money and a lot of outgoing. God are You there? Are You listening? Did You forget me again? I have a little mouth to feed, and I don't know how to make the ends meet anymore, they just can't stretch that far. How has it gotten this far? Why has it been so hard this time? Normally I'm the one with all the faith that things will work out and be okay but my faith is shaken and I'm feeling so lost and I can't seem to find my way anymore. Please help me God, the bible doesn't even bring me comfort right now. Did You forget me? Please help me find comfort