Restless

Its that time of year again, where everyone is out running around buying gifts, wrapping them and putting them under a tree. Not so in the Cameron household. Not this year. At least its the one year I can get away with having no gifts under the tree, or even putting the tree up. I've got a small fiber optic tree sitting on an end table, and a wreath on my door. If I'm lucky I'll at least put the stockings up before Christmas comes, but who knows? I'd like to get my tree up, I really would but there is so much else that needs to be done. I need to clean the living room like its never been cleaned before, same with the dining room and bedroom. The kitchen and bathroom both look okay but still need a lot of work. I need more help than I've got. Scott and I take turns with the cleaning and baby, she hates being left alone so one of us will stay with her while the other cleans, but it feels like nothing ever gets caught up.

I think that will be my goal for today, to get the housework and laundry caught up. At least I hope it will be lol. I've got to shower and get ready for the day by 11 cause my brothers girlfriend is coming to help me return some cans and bottles that have been piling up, so I want to make sure I've got those all ready to go as well. So I have from now til 1030 to get the housework done and laundry started, think I can do it? I'll let you know :-)

I'm so restless lately. I need new clothes but we have no money for them. I've lost so much weight (81 pounds to be correct) and my clothes are all huge on me. I look like a bag lady. But still I'm restless. I'm not content to sit at home like I used. I want to get out and do something, anything. Maybe if I'm still restless later today I'll take the bean out for a nice walk. Get her all bundled up against the cold (is it supposed to be cold?) and take her out to see the town. Maybe Scott will go with us. It'll be fun, we can walk to the center and see the world. Or maybe I'll have him drive us to this place in Beverly I used to walk around...its gorgeous...who knows...

Be well..