I hate being up at 6 am every day now. I just can't go back to sleep. It sucks. Oh well. 

Ok yesterday's posts was a real downer and that's not me (well at least not about this part two ). So I'm back to my it's going to work and it's going to be perfect and everything will be alright attitude. And you know what? It will! You know why? Cause God is good and He's listening and He knows what's in my heart and just what I'm asking for. But everyone please pray for me. And no it's not cancer but I'm asking Him for something huge and I need all the prayers I can get. I promise I'll explain someday, when it all works out.