Saturday, December 11, 2010
Broken heart
Today as I was sitting at the computer, with my little one playing peacefully next to me, it finally felt real. Maggie is gone, all the hoping, praying and wishing in the world won't change that. She's gone and I won't ever see her again. She won't be able to meet me at the Dana anymore for little visits, there is no one to listen to me grumble about the long waits at the Dana, and there isn't someone calling me to tell me just how awful doctors are with time management and how she wishes they would call her to tell her THEY are running late like they make us do. And whats more awful, I can't even locate her mother anywhere to tell her just how sorry I am, and how much I will miss her daughter. I feel like I lost my best friend. How do you mend a broken heart? Someone out there must have the answer. Maybe the party tonight will help.
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Laurie So sorry for you loss. ((hugs)) Do you know what funeral home handled the arrangements? Getting in touch with them may be able to get you her mom's address. Or you can atleast send a note and they should be able to deliver it. If you can find an obituary the funeral home info. should be there. So sorry sweetie... but maybe that will help you locate her mom and that will help you find some closure that you never were able to get. ((hugs))
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