I am so miserable right now. I hurt with every breath, and its making doing anything impossible. Then add in the fact that I need to stay out of the sun and rest as much as possible and it's making Grace sad too. I have felt like a horrible wife and mother because all I can really do is the bare minimum and I hate it. I'm so tired of hurting and not being able to do anything.... I'm just feeling sorry for myself
I wish this flare up would end, people look at me like I'm a freak when I go out in public.... Ugh... I'm so over this being sick thing