I'm so done with family…. I'm tired of feeling so hurt and heartbroken by them and yet I can't stop caring. Maybe if I just stay away and never know when they all get together without me it would be fine but every time I hear they got together and left me out I'm left completely heartbroken and devastated. I just can't figure out why they hate me so much. They must or else they wouldn't exclude me all the time. I'm just tired of crying after I've been with them…