Healing

Why cant I seem to get my heart to heal? I still miss Maggie and my grandfather so much! I almost cried while cutting corn off the cob (something my grandfather always had to do cause of his false teeth, and tonight I learned I need to do it too cause it hurts my teeth to eat it that way.)  Why wont my heart heal already?

Have I mentioned that I love watching my little one sleep? She seems to peaceful, and everything is just perfect in the world while I listen to her even breathing in and out.

See? Peaceful.  I love this... She makes me feel right, and whole again.  When I'm with her, its almost like there is no great big hole in my heart that aches for two very wonderful people.

On June 12, Gregg and I will be attending the Saugus Firefighters Relief Association and watch the beautiful ceremony.  This year there is a new name, one that has meaning to my family. My dear grandfather will be on there.  My mother wants to be there in the worst way, but she will be on a cruise, so I'll tape it for her.  I know its not the same, but I hope it gives her some peace. Hopefully it helps my heart heal a little

Hey and while I'm thinking about it, I'm doing the Relay for Life this June, so if you could, donate? That would be fantastic.  http://main.acsevents.org/site/TR/RelayForLife/RFLFY11NE?px=12870092&pg=personal&fr_id=31218

And while I'm thinking about it, I mentioned my friend Lyuba in my last post, and her awesome blog (I hope you checked it out, because I LOVE it!) but I thought I'd mention my friend Crystal who has an amazing blog about crafting apumpkinandaprincess.blogspot.com She's amazingly talented! So show her some love

Be well....