Its early

Its early, 530 in the morning to be exact, and why am I up do you ask? Well because Grace is upstairs in her crib crying and I cant go to her. Sharing a room is hard when your trying to break the cosleeping habit and when you let them cry it out. She's been at it off an on for 20 minutes now, but she seems to be settling down some now, but I dont know. Thinking I should at least take my shower and get ready for the day, and then return to bed like I have been doing all week. I've been getting up early to shower and then I go back to sleep for like an hour until Grace wakes up. She's been sleeping in her crib on her own for 4 nights now and she was doing so well, but last night was hard for her, and I dont know why. This is the second time she woke up and each time it has scared me out of a dead sleep. I'm so tired lately and I dont know why.

Got my port out on Monday (that could have something to do with being so tired lol). It still so sore but its getting better, can do more today than I could Monday thats for sure.

Graces birthday was a big hit. She got so much and I hardly have room for it all! But we are so thankful for everything she got. She loves everthing and cant seem to keep her hands off it all, she is having so much fun. Its amazing how much she has changed in a year, and the best part is it just keeps getting better and better. She's got the most amazing personality and she is so loving and sweet. I love watching her as she discovers all the new things she can do, even if it is just sticking her finger up her nose lol. She is very stubborn (just like me) and insists on doing everything and eating everything, nothing is sacred and you must share all with her. She is so much like me and Scott its amazing. And smart! Boy is she so smart, I can hardly believe the things she knows and can do. It hardly seems possible that a one year old can seem to know all the secrets of the universe like she does lol. She looks at you with these eyes that just look into your soul. She's just so beautiful!

Be well