As I sit here and cuddle my baby girl I think about how lucky I truly am. She's an amazing baby, and my husband is wonderful as well.

Its amazing how the word cancer can change your life, bring you closer to people, or even drive some people away. I've gotten so much closer to Scott and to my family and I didnt think that was possible as we were really close before. I've lost a friend or two in the process, guess they are afraid or something. My brother Gregg and I joke that cancer is contagious and I keep threatening to give it to him. The stupid things we say and do to make ourselves feel better about things.

Gregg. My wonderful brother Gregg. My best friend in the whole world. The one person I hated telling about the cancer cause I was so afraid of how he would respond. Somehow I got lucky to have my best friend be my brother.

Until next time...